Nowadays it’s hard to find someone to vent to. I can never find that EXACT person who would just “get what I’m saying.”

This isn’t a blog to complain or whine about a certain problem going on in my life right now.

I guess you can say life’s fair. Not perfect, but fair.

The last couple days have been, exhausting. Good, not great…but I guess just chill. You can say I’m satisfied, but it still could have been better.

You can call me a daydreamer. I realize that’s all I do. Every moment of the day. When I wake up, when I’m in the shower, right before I fall asleep.

This is what I came up with today…

- I’m not a child anymore. I guess you can say I miss it. A lot. Everything was easy, and there was no pressure on anything. It’s just kind of crazy if you actually take a moment to think about it. Your not getting any younger. Then that kinda leads to “what am I doing with my life?”

But to try to not bring myself down too much…I thought…

- Life is gonna have it’s ups and downs. It’s gonna have it’s really good moments, and it’s gonna have moments of hell…where it feels like the whole world is about to crash down on you, but really it’s all just in your mind.

-Things are gonna happen that you don’t like, and you have no control over. So put up with it or let it go.

- Along with growing up, you gotta remember your not a child anymore. You can’t cry to get what you want. Nor is getting angry gonna get you anywhere. You can only move along with life, and hope a good thing happens next.

I realized movies and music and books are my real best friend. They take me away from where I am in reality. There’s so much variety that I can pretty much go wherever I wanna go.

I don’t know where this is going. I just wonder what else there is to life? I know where I wanna be, and it’s so close…the only problem is a can’t get a hold on it.

Bummer.